Sometimes, I wish that I hadn’t allowed myself to get so hurt.I wish that I had gone with my gut and protected myself better than I did. Then I remember some silly time, a good laugh, an adventure, and I realize that I didn’t so much allow myself to get hurt, but I allowed myselfContinue reading “Torn”

How a head cold saved my sanity

The past few months have been some of the most fun and most heart-wrenching of my life.  All good things come to an end, though. I was in a relationship with a guy that I really liked–and still do–for the past few months.  I never should have been as deeply in relationship with him asContinue reading “How a head cold saved my sanity”

Self awarenesss part 1000

In the interest of getting to know myself recently, my air conditioner broke.  OK…I didn’t break it, but it’s lack of functionality did result in my one night stint being back at my parents’ house. God has blessed me with a family that will always be there for me, no matter what.  I slept inContinue reading “Self awarenesss part 1000”

Philly, here I come!!!!!!!!!

There is a battle that is raging inside of me right now.  Something has been off for a while, but I thought it was something that would pass. All of my life I’ve tried to be the daughter that honors her parents.  I’ve been the one in the house that tries to keep the peace.Continue reading “Philly, here I come!!!!!!!!!”

Marinating in my juices

I guess I’ve been hiding out.  Again.  That happens when things are marinating in me.  Or when I’m marinating in things. There’s a lot cooking. I’m dealing with some of the skeletons in my closet…stuff that should’ve been dealt with a long time ago, but that just keeps rearing its ugly head.  Family stuff, relationalContinue reading “Marinating in my juices”