Category Archives: dreams

Temporal vs eternal

I’m realizing just how much of my focus has been on the temporal versus the eternal. I’ve been in survival mode. I’m trying to keep afloat physically. My health hasn’t been great and the exhaustion has been overwhelming. I’m trying … Continue reading

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This weekend, I met a dreamer.  For the dreamer in me, it was so refreshing.  I always believed that my dreams would come true, no matter what.  One day I turned into Fontaine from Les Miserables.  Dreams turned into disillusionment.  … Continue reading

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One life at a time

It would seem that it is pretty obvious that in the few weeks preceding something like starting seminary, life would get pretty intense.  Duh, right?  I think that they should write some kind of disclaimer in the application and in … Continue reading

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How precious is the love of Christ

I have doubts about many things…I question just about everything.  Tonight as I was about to go into the CT scanner, I was asking questions.  But there is one thing that I’ve never doubted.  It’s probably the best thing about … Continue reading

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Dreams of a future church planter

Yesterday I read a post written by Perry Noble that struck me in the heart.  As I began reading it, I knew that it was something that was for me.  I never thought that it was true of me, but I … Continue reading

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I realized something recently.  It should have been apparent throughout my life, and I suppose that it has been apparent, but I can put words to it. I am passionate about God.  I love people, because He loves people.  I … Continue reading

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Anxiety vs. Truth

This morning I woke up anxious. Anxious because I’m not in Hammonton, working at my friend’s salon. Anxious because I’m still not feeling 100%, heck even 75% better from this cold. Anxious because I need to find a job. Anxious … Continue reading

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Christmas presents

I remember my first mission trip to Arizona. It was emotionally and physically the most difficult trip to date, of all of my trips. Somehow my zeal for missions was exponentially increased. Definitely a “God thing.” One day, during a … Continue reading

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Yesterday, after church, we were talking with Pastor John and Beth. All of a sudden, we found ourselves talking about blogs. I mentioned that I had written that I want to be anywhere but NJ. Some more comments were made, … Continue reading

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This morning I awoke, filled with anxiety about my trip. When I dug just a little deeper, I realized that today I am going back to the place where one of my biggest dreams…failed. The stuff that I am going … Continue reading

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