I’m sorry I’ve been so silent here. Frankly, there is so much going through my mind that I cannot process it. Some of it is better left in my brain or put onto paper the old-fashioned way–with a writing instrument. Some of it has to be polished for public consumption.
What is that? A modicum of restraint I’m exhibiting? Wow. I’m proud of myself 🙂
Some people function well when they have a bunch of free time. They take the free time, prioritize, make tasks and take on the world. I am not one of those people. When I have too much free time, I start out with the best of intentions of maintaining a normal schedule…get up at a certain time, clean, cook, write, visit with people, go to bed at a decent time. Within a week, I’m staying up until crazy times, sleeping in, walking around not accomplishing anything.
Simply put, I need a schedule. I need structure. I function best in that capacity. I thrive under pressure, with deadlines. Once I have a schedule, my body (ie sleep rhythm) will adjust rather quickly. However, my natural rhythm is to get up late (after 10AM) and to stay up late (until 1-2AM.)
Basically, I’m making a bunch of excuses about why I’ve been lacking in the blogging department. Monday starts some structure in my life. My mind will be focused and I will begin accomplishing much.
Thanks for hanging in there with me.
And for letting me be real.