I think I may have lost my status as a compassion blogger. Maybe because I only have like 3 readers on a daily basis. Maybe because I posted my blog…ummm…yeah….the day it was due. Mental note to self…
This is kind of a weird time right now. I’m definitely in the moment of where I am…but I am also definitely looking forward to certain events that will occur in the near future. It’s kind of difficult to maintain the balance of the here and now and planning for the future. I guess that is why the Bible is rather clear that you are only guarnateed today, not tomorrow. And unless someone has invented a time machine, I certainly can’t head back in time to change things I may want to change. Darn that Eckhart Tolle…he’s messing up my mind. In a good way, I suppose.
I went for a walk last night. My sister and her dog left me in the dust…but you know what? I didn’t mind. It just felt good to get the heart pumping and to have sweat pouring down. When I last went for a walk, that kind of ticked me off. Maybe on my vacation, I work on making exercise a habit. I’ll add that to the life goals that I’ve yet to write down. It was nice, too, to have some “alone time,” plug into the iPod and remove myself from the mundane stuff that has been bogging me down lately.
Deneen White 
I came across your blog today through Bryan Smith’s blog. Just wanted to let you know that I loved your post, and that I will be praying for you. Sounds like you have a lot going on! God will use your transparency and your heart for Him to do mighty things.
The first thing I noticed about your blog was your Compassion link. I am a big Compassion supporter, and sponsor a little boy in Ecuador, who I got to meet last August in Ecuador. Its an awesome organization.
Are you familiar with Proverbs 31 Ministries? http://www.proverbs31.org
If not, check it out – it is an amazing ministry for women and could be a great resource and encouragement tool for you as you continue your journey of faith. Take care.
HI Tracie,
Thanks for the suggestion. I’m not familiar with Proverbs 31 Ministries. The other day, as I was walking, I was pondering how much I hate that Proverbs 31 woman…who can EVER live up to her? 🙂
Thanks for your prayers…I definitely need them!