Category Archives: scared

Do the hard things

Yesterday was the first true test of my new life. I was home, in my apartment, alone…alone with my own thoughts. That can be a scary place.  I couldn’t get out of bed, for starters. I was, and frankly am, … Continue reading

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Anxiety vs. Truth

This morning I woke up anxious. Anxious because I’m not in Hammonton, working at my friend’s salon. Anxious because I’m still not feeling 100%, heck even 75% better from this cold. Anxious because I need to find a job. Anxious … Continue reading

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This morning I awoke, filled with anxiety about my trip. When I dug just a little deeper, I realized that today I am going back to the place where one of my biggest dreams…failed. The stuff that I am going … Continue reading

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There are very few prophetic words that I hold near and dear to my heart. I generally test a prophetic word given to me from someone else in this way: if I remember it by the time I journal about … Continue reading

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