It’s been a while since I’ve written. In many ways, I’m at a loss for words.

There are so many things that I would like to write, but none of those things would be beneficial to anyone…just me venting. I could go pentecostal/christian and make “prayer requests,” but that would amount to little more than gossip. Or me venting.

Life has been full of struggles lately…familial, financial, emotional, spiritual, relational. Some days, I feel like an actor in the Theater of the Absurd. I look at people that I love, myself, and I wonder if this is real or if one day I’m going to wake up and realize that the past few months have been a terrible dream.

God is faithful through everything. When I am just about to sit down and give up, He reminds me of something that He said, and I find my feet on solid ground.

For now, please just pray for God’s guidance and my obedience and please, please, please pray for my family.