I feel like I’m gloating but…

Everyday, I wake up and I wonder what the day will hold.  I seriously never know what I will do that day.  Sometimes I have a mundane day…typing emails, calling to confirm appointments, trying to help the accountant find paperwork in an office that is just barely becoming home.  Other days, I meet with some of the most powerful people in my area, I talk to powerful people in government, I am presented with things that I’ve only dreamed of.

I feel like I’m gloating, but I am a very blessed woman. 

That doesn’t mean that I don’t have my insecure moments, because I do.  More frequently than I have ever had.  That doesn’t mean that I still don’t think that I am in way over my head.  Because I am. 

But, slowly but surely, something in me is shifting.  I can’t put my finger on it or tell you what it is.  But there is something going on that I cannot refute. 

I thank God for the horrific time that I have had over the past…I don’t know…decade or so.  In every arena of my life.  It makes me appreciate the wonderful time that I am having in every arena of my life.

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One Response to I feel like I’m gloating but…

  1. Amanda says:

    It is nice to hear someone speaking so freely that doesn’t discount their real feelings or their connection with God.

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