I would really relish prayer right now. I am completely frustrated on so many levels that it would take 500 pages to get through it all.
I know that I have a responsibility to pray as well. This morning I finally gave in and did. I know I’ve been hard-hearted and bull-headed in many respects.
I really need a breakthrough, an answer, something. I cannot continue walking forward as I am right now. It’s not fair to people with whom I come into contact. It’s not fair to me. It’s not fair to God. I am sooo not His representative right now.
So, if you would pray, I’d appreciate it.