I would really relish prayer right now.  I am completely frustrated on so many levels that it would take 500 pages to get through it all.

I know that I have a responsibility to pray as well.  This morning I finally gave in and did.  I know I’ve been hard-hearted and bull-headed in many respects. 

I really need a breakthrough, an answer, something.  I cannot continue walking forward as I am right now.  It’s not fair to people with whom I come into contact.  It’s not fair to me.  It’s not fair to God.  I am sooo not His representative right now.

So, if you would pray, I’d appreciate it.

Thanks.