Dear God,

I know that she was suffering, but I didn’t take the chance to say goodbye. I know she loved me, but did she know that I love her?

~me

Wow…the mountains and the valleys. Last night a friend passed away. Her name is Marie. She loved Jesus so much. The last time I saw her, she was in remission, and she, Nina and I had lunch. Just to catch up. About two years ago.

If you read this, please pray. Going to this funeral is not a perhaps, it is a must. It will also mean facing people that I really don’t want to face just yet. But this is not about me. It’s about God and His timing. Make no mistakes about it. I’m going to need some shoulders. While I was expecting this, it cut my heart unexpectedly.

Thank you.