Category Archives: random

Messiah complex

There is a recurring theme in my life. It’s been going on since I was a child. It’s called false responsibility. I take responsibility for those things in my life that are wrong…even when there was nothing I could do … Continue reading

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Messy

I’m messy. I say things that I’m not supposed to say at inappropriate times. I make people laugh uncomfortably. I have a good heart. I truly want the best for those I care about, and for those who are oppressed … Continue reading

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Snippets

I want to write something that will make you think, but right now I have more of a splatter of ideas going through my head that I need to get out. Turns out that there are a lot of voices … Continue reading

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It’s been a minute

It’s been a while since I’ve written. In many ways, I’m at a loss for words. There are so many things that I would like to write, but none of those things would be beneficial to anyone…just me venting. I … Continue reading

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Torn

Sometimes, I wish that I hadn’t allowed myself to get so hurt.I wish that I had gone with my gut and protected myself better than I did. Then I remember some silly time, a good laugh, an adventure, and I … Continue reading

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Dragon slayer

So, yesterday was one of the most difficult days I’ve had in a long time. At one point I felt like Jim Carrey in Bruce Almighty. There’s a scene where he feels like God has destroyed his life, and he … Continue reading

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If only…

I wish I could go back in time about 10 years with all of the knowledge that I have now. Heck, I wish I could go back about a year and a half. There are so many things that I … Continue reading

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Aching heart

My heart really hurts today. Today, one of the greatest people that I have known passed away. I’ve known him for about 32 years…one of the kindest, funniest, most caring men that has ever walked the face of the earth … Continue reading

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Strength

I guess God thinks I’m strong. Because He keeps piling stuff on. Good news first. Mom only has three more radiation treatments. She is getting her energy back, and more importantly, she’s got her spunk back. I spent last night … Continue reading

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Hard decisions

When I signed up to be an adult, no one told me all of the nuances and responsibilities. I think that perhaps a handbook should be formulated to let you know that one day you may have to make decisions … Continue reading

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